Saturday 20 July 2013

I'm back for good!

Over the past few months I have had no motivation to blog at all, to be honest I had no motivation to do anything at all. But I have put a lot of time into my blog and it would be a shame to let all that go to waste. So I have kicked myself in the bum and have made a list of things I want to blog about in the coming weeks.

I suppose I will update you on my going's on. I have started more therapy called CBT (Cognitive Behavioual Therapy) that I have to go to every week for my anxiety issues. If you don't know what it is google it :) I wrote a post of my anxiety a year ago you can click here to go to it.
I have become more confident in the last year but I still struggle with going out, so it sucks to miss out on all my friends parties and trips out. I am actually dropping the dose of my tablets to 20mg so I can get the best out of the therapy. She is trying me on something called graduated exposure where by you slowly introduce doing things, that normally you would run away from. So for me I really want to be able to get on public transport to go out, but at the moment I can't without being so anxious. Therefore my first step would be sitting at the bus stop for 10 mins and only when i'm comfortable doing that we move onto the next step which is staying at the bus stop at a peak time for 15 mins. Now to any normal person this sounds silly but to someone with anxiety you have to do these things so that next time instead of running away from a situation you stay there and fight the anxiety. Don't get me wrong it's so awkward leaving a bus stop after 10 mins, to any other person they are probably thinking what the hell is she doing but I just have to get over that and do it. This therapy is really up to you, you get out what you put in.

What else have I been up to?? Not much is the answer! Just catching up on all my favourite TV shows like True Blood and Teen Wolf. Is anyone been fangirling (by that I mean hysterically crying at their gorgeous faces) at the comic con pictures on Tumblr ahh I wish I was there.

Rihanna has grey hair! I had light grey hair about 2 years ago and I loved it but she has gone on the more dark grey side. Any day now you will see a bunch of girls sporting this hair colour (yes that probably includes me). It shows she can pull off any colour she wants. I love it! Also look out for her new perfume Rouge coming soon.

My summer song this week is definitely Stooshe 'My Man Music', It's fun and has a little reggae vibe which I love check it out!

The weather in England has been hot as balls. I'm more of an Autumn/Fall person anyway and I like being cold so for it to be as hot as Jamaica is killing me. Don't get me wrong I love to go on a hot holiday and lounge around eating ice cream and dipping in the pool but you can't do that in England! This is the hottest summer I can remember it's mad!

Right I'm off to stick my head in the freezer, leave me any comments and I will reply as soon as I can.
Oh and My Twitter and Tumblr buttons work (thank the lord!) so follow me their as well lovelies!

Till next time
xoxo


Tuesday 2 July 2013

June Favourites

Wish I was here right now the weather in England at the moment is horrible.

This month has flown by I can't really believe we are half way through 2013 and only 5 months till Christmas. I better start stocking up on  presents. I haven't blogged at all this past month as I hit sort of a wall with lack of motivation to do anything. So don't worry you haven't missed anything.
I'm looking forward to July though, getting back to blogging and watching a list of films that I never got round to seeing when released.
Comment me with your plans for this month.

Favourites:

'If being sane is thinking there's something wrong with being different . . . I'd rather be completely f*cking mental'. - Angelina Jolie. Quote to live by.

Every year at the end of June I tend to enter a comatose'd state on the couch watching the wonderful Wimbledon. I'm kinda happy most of the big guns have been knocked out because then it gives the underdogs a chance to shine and maybe Andy Murray might even win!! (I have probably just jinxed us haha).

Teen Wolf is back, no not for us UK viewers because Sky need to pull their finger out their arse but over in America it has been back for 4 weeks. Of course I couldn't wait, after seeing all the gifs on Tumblr I had to stream it online and once you start by just watching the first episode you have to continue watching it every week. The inter-web loves to tease me with spoilers and I can't help myself. I have always been a huge Stiles fan and I still love him but a new love of mine has emerged, Issac Lahey. Played by the beautiful Brit Daniel Sharman his chiseled jaw and tall stature has me head over heels. He is my ideal man!

I saw the film Stoker after hearing really good reviews and I found it creepy and twisted but beautifully dark. I won't say too much here as I will be doing a review later this week.

Onto music, I love Neon Hitch's song 'Midnight Sun', her voice just draws you in I can tell she is going to have a huge career in the upcoming future. You can listen to that song here!
I also watched Mumford and Sons closing set at Glastonbury, it was incredible and I wish I was there. They were definitely my highlight of the festival. You have to watch their whole set here! Sorry it's not the best quality I couldn't find a better one on Youtube.

In June Leonardo DiCaprio's new trailer came out for the film The Wolf of Wall Street. It looks so good and actually really funny. I hope DiCaprio wins an Oscar soon or I will pull my hair out.


I also invested in a new Avon eyeliner this month which I love a lot. It is the Avon glimmerstick cosmic eyeliner in Moonlit Brown. I prefer Brown's right now over black's for the eye as I like it not so defined but a smoked out look. I recommend this eyeliner as it's long wearing and is so worth the money.It also has blue glitter specs for instant drama and an instant glam look.
Order online for yours now!


Ok so this isn't a favourite from June as I only saw it this morning but how good did Rihanna look today in Paris for a Chanel show. I love her hair this colour it suits her so much ahhh I'm in love. Why can't I look like that.

June Misses:

June wasn't too bad except the changing weather and the lack of funds. The only things I could think of is my lack of hair growth. It seems like it has come to a stand still it's extremely annoying. It's at a fluffy stage and doesn't want to sit in either direction. I can't wait till I can tie it up and curl it. I don't want it super long just a cute bob would be nice.
Also I am in very much need of an Iphone, my Blackberry's back button is starting to jam and I really am in need of Instagram. So if anyone would like to donate an Iphone to me that would be great haha!

Hope you all had a lovely month.
Till next time
xoxo


Help!!

Hello everyone sorry it's been a while since posting I'm slacking!!! Don't worry tomorrow I will be posting my June Favourites and then uploading a review on the film Stoker.

I need help with my Blog, since helping my sister revert to BlogLovin' I took a look at my own blog and realized my twitter and tumblr icons are not working. Maybe they never worked as I'm not that tech savvy but it would be great if someone could comment and help me with how to get them linked. It would be much appreciated and I will give you a virtual hug.

Till next time
xoxo